Coming home

So Matt is coming back home tomorrow from Portugal. I don't know how I feel about that to be completely honest... I thought I would be excited, ecstatic to be honest since I missed him so much. But I'm not :/ I'm indifferent, and I can't seem to understand why. Maybe it was because he upset me and we got into an argument on Friday night. But why should something like that push me so over the edge to a point where I don't care to miss you?

We haven't really talked all that much since he had left. We Skype here and there whenever he gets the chance.

" I miss you, I feel like apart of me is missing, I hate not seeing you. I want to dedicate more time to you."

These words and a whole lot more was preached to me over the time he was there. But yet, Friday, 2 and a half days left till he returns, I write something sentimental on his Facebook wall.
I believe I wrote ...

" Two and a half days left... That's two days too many :("

His response to that was..

"It's already been 6 days"

What?... Are you joking?.... It's hard enough for me to display public affection, especially on your Facebook wall, and that's what you respond with?!?

I made a comment to him later on that his response was "lame," to which he responded with.." Wow, really?"

We talked a little more and then he took off for a short period of time. I finished work and was getting ready to leave when I got a Skype message saying..

"They want me to go to a bar, should I go? :/"

Not even two seconds after that he posts a comment on MY Facebook wall saying..

" "I wish you were here (L)" "..

I quoted that in a quote because be quoted that himself!! :/

Trying to soften the blow much? Only after I make a stink about the comment you last made and now you wanna go to a bar. How convenient.

He ended up going of course and strolling in at 4 am in the morning. I wanted to snap! This caused a fight the next day and we haven't been the same since...

I'm going with his parents to the airport tomorrow to pick him up... Hopefully things change then and the thirst for him comes back.

We will see... His flight is at 5:30 am their time, 1:30 an hour our time. He is expected at 3-3:30 pm tomorrow.

Fingers crossed.