The Sound Of Silence

Have you ever felt that your life was just a joke?
That no one took you seriously, or took you for granted?
... I feel like that everyday that I wake up... I can't help but feel that that way about my life, I've been given no reason to think differently...

One could say the world I would actually use describe the way I feel about my life is hatred.

Hello darkness, my old friend

I've come to talk with you again

Because a vision softly creeping

Left its seeds while I was sleeping

And the vision that was planted in my brain

Still remains

Within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone

Narrow streets of cobblestone

'Neath the halo of a street lamp

I turned my collar to the cold and damp

When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light

That split the night

And touched the sound of silence

And in the naked light I saw

Ten thousand people, maybe more

People talking without speaking

People hearing without listening

People writing songs that voices never share

And no one dared

Disturb the sound of silence

"Fools", said I, "You do not know

Silence like a cancer grows

Hear my words that I might teach you

Take my arms that I might reach you"

But my words, like silent raindrops fell

And echoed

In the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed

To the neon god they made

And the sign flashed out its warning

In the words that it was forming

And the sign said, "The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls

And tenement halls"

And whispered in the sounds of silence

My heart is numb... I have never been so hurt in my life by someone before.. I had grown skin so thick that a knife would struggle to cut through. What happened? What changed? Where did that strong woman I once knew go? I wish she would show herself. I really need her now more then ever to get through this.

How could you have been so stupid to give your heart to someone again after you promised yourself not to. Not after the first time. You were stronger and smarter then that. What went wrong? Now look what happened, you went and got cut.

Where are all the bandages? There isn't any.

You can suffer now, you made your bed,now lay in it.

Let your guard down did you? Ah well, shit happens right? 

Your a fool. You really are.