Confession

So after a long day of working and eating at myself emotionally, I had finally decided to confront him about the details that were brought to my attention....

His words to me were " people change... You can't judge on the past.. What was said and done was before, not now... Where am I now?"....

Sadly he raises a good point, although I still can't get those things out of my head. I just wanna be loved the same way if not more.

Oh Matthew, if you only knew how much I love you and want to be with you... You just need to understand I have such strong insecurities that make me so weak. Just love me, please love me for all that I am.

I am trying to do the same...

Goodnight