Pissed off!

Okay! So! I'm extremely pissed off!! I keep finding out more and more about the "past"... Roses at school? Hotels for birthday and Spuntini?!? *spuntini is a very expressive restaurant in the yorkmills area.. Yah.. I mean, I appreciate what I go and what he did for me but come on! They shit with this ex was 1000x more thought out and planned... Why do I always feel like I'm on the back burner? Or that I'm just there and I'm what ever when he made her out to be a princess...

*sigh* I don't know why I do this to myself..
Now to start work off with a bad morning. Moods killed.

Ciao for now...