Have you ever just found yourself lying in bed knowing your tired but your mind won't let you sleep?
So many thoughts just running through a mile a minute. They can be the most important, or the most minuscule things in life.
For example;
Will I be dead tomorrow because I decided to sleep at 4 am in the morning?
What will I eat for breakfast?
I'm still hungry! Maybe I should go eat something, but no never mind. Those extra calories will kill me.
How do I make my blog better? More popular? Will people read my posts? Are people reading my posts?
Why do I care so much?
What is Matt dreaming about?
He said I should call him if I can't sleep.
Maybe I should call him. No, he has school tomorrow morning that would be inconsiderate.
Where is my life going?
Maybe I should listen to music.
Why do I feel like stalking my boyfriends ex girlfriends? I'm mental help me!
I'm still hungry!
I wanna play Zumba but I can't cause everyone will snap.
Ugh my mind is racing and it won't let me sleep.
I need to be tucked in.
I miss my teddy bear. Where is he? I named him Mr. Bear. Hey, I was 5! Don't judge me.
I start work at 3 tomorrow. I hope I have more then one client.
I'm in the mood for ranting all the sudden.
My dad pissed me off today and I lashed out at him cause he raised his voice at me.
"hey dad, you owe me 30 for the car"
*BLOW UP*
Okay? Why do I live with rage monsters?
Like... It's just 30 bucks. Gosh. You broke it! >.<
Matt was on the phone when the blow up happened.. How embarrassing.. Like great, now he knows he's dating a spaz-bag. Lovely.
Matt - "...... You need counselling"
"Yah thanks!"
Shut up!
Okay it's 3:30 am I need to atleast try and sleep.
AFV is on. Nvm.
Peace!
P.s- I need to have my own camera man to follow me around. Epicness, trust me. My life is a soap. That and I'm a major flake.
Night! XoX
Tuesday, 8 January 2013
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